Last few weeks

I really felt doing this in the last few weeks. Bang my head against the wall. Trying to squeeze out rational thoughts to come up with something intelligent. To convince my teacher that I was not spacing out during our many interesting discussions in class.

When I saw what I got, I run outside my office to let my feet and lips follow what my heart was feeling. To jump and put a big smile. All those late nights in front of my laptop. Those hours of trying to make coherent swirling thoughts in my head.

I go back though to God who guided me. Kept me healthy despite my lack of sleep. Gave me favor in my teacher's eyes. Granted me wisdom to come up with the right introduction, discussion and conclusion. Made sure I remained sane by giving me people who provided me my required fix of distraction. Gave me the wonderful cruise a bonus. Thank you Lord. You surprised me.

And now, off to the bigger challenge. Guide me still. Pretty pretty please.